AhWaiKor

2012-01-12T00:06:00.000+08:00

places and times doesnt matter much.
its whoever.

Sidetrack:
idea of short backpack trip is at the back of my mind now.

hmm, but where?

Thailand?
Cambodia?
Viet?
Aust?

9/10 for United Sq Starbucks

2012-01-10T04:58:00.000+08:00

United Sq Starbucks, 24hr-ed.

Maybe i could write a script here some day.

It's nice here but they do off the air con when im left alone upstairs at 4plus.

Getting back to work.

still not feeling good.

2011-12-24T01:38:00.003+08:00

嬷嬷, 加油!

全家人都在支持您，替您打气！

手术后会痛，会不舒服

请您忍一忍。

很快就能像以前一样健康了

听到您说，

‘嬷嬷动过很多手术了，不怕啦，只是怕冷吧了’

觉得嬷嬷好厉害，好勇敢哦

我们每个都有在担心，可是看见您这样的态度

我们应该对您更加有信心！

谢谢您，在这样的时刻还在为我们着想不要我们太担心

谢谢您，因为您是我的嬷嬷,

我好爱的嬷嬷。

加油!!!

2011-12-22T05:11:00.001+08:00

有知道時間的期限

和不知道。。

差別好大。

她是亂說的吧

怎麼辦。。

Thank You & GoodBye ICB.

2011-12-13T02:25:00.004+08:00

In Cold Blood.
19 Sept 2011 - 11 Dec 2011

almost 3 mths plus of preparations and filming.
My first drama production as an AD has officially ended.

Yesterday was the last day of shoot and the last shot ended at Boardway Hotel at Serangoon road at about 10.30pm

Im glad this journey was a fruitful one, i have learnt so much beyond work stuff alone.

Working hard along with stress makes you understand yourself more, allowing you to learn mistakes the hard way and teaching you what proper ways to handle human relationships.

And after these period of time, i know i still have so much more to adjust in myself.

The withdrawal syptoms seems to be kicking in now, esp when i saw my art dept kids today back at the office. Frankly, they had been part of my moral support all along. Just that i didn't let them know. I do hope they have learnt to grow up and know what they wanna do in future.
No matter what happens, i don't think i'll forget them.

And to my 2nd AD, looking back at that day i brought you to office to discuss this project, time really flies and it almost felt like its suppose to be a tmr's thingy.
Nv did i thot that we could work on this proj together and having you in this industry. I'll never forget that day (^___^)
I hope you have enjoyed this lil side track part of your life.

And also not forgetting some friends for keeping i made in this team.
Tracy, a lovely lady who always dotes on us, lil poor kids.
Josclynne, a totally uncaught for big sister that enjoys her acquaintance with us as much as she enjoys heavy rock music & dark romance. She saved my life like a million times.
Zhen Hai, a guy who doesn't seem like the type i could click with but we did pretty fine.
Teri & Danial, i would say... dirty lil bastards they are.. in a funny way. but i like. hahaha.
Ler and David, 2 different working style directors that allows noob suggestions inputs from me. I have learnt a lot from you 2.

Well, 人聚人散 , 天下没有不散的宴席。

Am really Thankful for all these.

This project played an impt role in my life,

it got Dewei going

it defines Dewei more

it matured Dewei

it showed Dewei what path he can or will take.

Thank You.

一个人的 Starbucks

2011-12-08T03:11:00.003+08:00

一杯热的 English Breakfast tea
一杯冰

静静的 starbucks cafe.
很有 feel 的圣诞爵士

不知道为什么，就吸引住了我。
让我在这待了好久好久

这几个钟头的 silent hours, 在这繁忙吵闹的城市里，
很难的，很特别。

容易让人(我)着迷。

还以为自己没想要喝热茶，外要了一杯冰来，
结果也溶成了水。

Silent hours 也要结束了
还会有这样的机会吧, i hope.

Good nite. =]

the most beautiful doesn't come from your iPhone or iPad, it's what's alive and around you.

2011-11-17T18:40:00.004+08:00

Take your eyes off your screen once in awhile.
cos you might not know what you have been missing..

Sponge Theory

2011-10-20T03:33:00.004+08:00

I always had this theory in my head, a simple one. Now im just expanding it and also because someone inspired me to note it down.

Our Brain is like a sponge, just everyone has different size.
There is a limited amount of water you can store inside for a very limited time only.

If you stored a huge amt of water already and its becoming "full", you will not be able to absorb any more.
In order to absorb more, you have to squeeze a fair amount out in replace of the new amount absorbing in. This, i refer it as sharing or.. willing to learn new stuff.
Simply put, through sharing and teaching you will learn new things from it and to learn totally new stuff, you have to forget some of the old ones.

Sponge works better when you keep using it.

If you don't use it at all with all the water inside it, as you leave it there, water will eventually evaporate off. You end up forgetting the stuff you learnt.

Another amazing thing is, sponge, not matter how hard you squeeze. You wont get a total dry.
Those left over wets of water, represents our deep memories. It wun go no matter how hard you try.

if its a bad memory and the person can't forget it, one cliche way of saying; the sponge has to come out of the dark side.. look towards the bright side and go towards it (I DUN MEAN DYING!) because once you reach the brighter place, it will evaporate away. And ready to reabsorb life again.

I even prepare this line for my interview if that makes me a better and remarkable employee to have.

Describe yourself bla bla.
"...i think i am like a big sponge, i love to share in order to learn more.. =]"

Well i just hope no idiot would slap me back with "oh so you got limited space la?"
nabey. as if you have a brain size of the universe.

Anyway to this girl im dedicating this post & quote to,
Your courage and willingness to even try squeezing yourself almost dry in order to learn whatever you are doing now and not knowing whatever it might bring you, is one of the reason i admire you for. If you sensed that i do not trust you at all, you are in grave wrong. For all those times you tricked me into your lil pranks.. i still do trust you with my life.. and my hair, let alone 'straight away' things such as your work ethic?

I hope to have your trust soon too. em. :)

"A sponge is able to absorb well not because it is new,

but because it has squeezed its water out to be able to reabsorb as much as possible again"

2011-10-04T03:11:00.010+08:00

you appeared as both the reason why i sometimes hope/dont hope for 20th Dec 2012.

but the 'not hoping for' is stronger... actually much much stronger when the thought resurfaced itself in my mind.

so many .. that i wish we could experienced, amazed, indulged, delighted, awed, entertained, luxuriated, savored, appreciated,cherished, cachinnated.. together.
sho many.. sho many..

041011.

I don't want KitKats.

2011-10-03T03:18:00.004+08:00

You know when you are working long hours on something like working in front of computer..you need breaks, so some people need some things to motivate or 'company' them to work at a constant energy level.

Like smokers smokes, range from every 15min - 1 hr interval per stick.
This kinda 'motivation breaks' you know?

And i have been thinking for some time already, since im not a smoker and i dont see the reason to pick up that habit.. what else can i do?

Eating?
that would be like back to nafa days, snacks all around the table.
Worst, i'll get blardy fat. NOPE.

Surf Net, Youtube?
Once you start, you cant stop. Unless you have a very short list of bookmarked sites. T_T

Watch Porn?
Too time consuming. Let alone those self shot 3mins ones too, cos You Won't Just Watch One.
and.. yea who knows whats after that. heh. that would tired one out too. Lol.

Exercise?
Not a bad idea, i am trying to adopt this method here but doesn't work as always. I mean.. can be quite boring and sometimes you just tired yourself more. Then again like i said, I'm trying to adopt this method.

WHAT ELSE???

Yes i am practising to be focus and concentrate on my assignment but I NEED BREAKS TOO.

I need a solution!.. argh.

2011-09-29T02:24:00.002+08:00

Being busy is good.
Being busy simply gives u the good reason that you are unable to attend certain events, althou some i really wish i can go.

Still, once you know you won't be going, you'll bypass a dozens more extra thots for that event and that creates more brain space for something that you are working on.

Srsly what type of work am i looking for?
1. 9-5 weekend free, standard timing and appear on msn at the same time like everyone else. your desk has your mug.

2. RANDOM timing, waking up 5.45am worked until 12am. yet free for high tea and get to catch the cheapest movie timings.

You practice labeling your mineral water bottle or plastic party cup.

okay Retail and F&B are the worst, i shan't even mention.

I think im looking somewhere in between the line. ;] hope i can find it.

These couple of weeks has been lil bit hectic/confusing coz im kinda getting into this AD position but im starting to get the hang of it. Pretty easy and yet i do get to KP at people heh. Lots of head planning and lil 'leadership' quality involved eventually.

Lets see how this goes and where it leads me. Hopefully like what i planned.

Hello Assistant Director

2011-09-16T18:33:00.004+08:00

I recently joined this Docu-drama production as a 1st AD.

It felt good, no in fact great to be working on something. Probably because since i have always been taking up small jobs and not really considered working at all.

Even though this job is gonna be quite busy and all with proper pay, i still dont feel quite comfortable with it. I still need some assurance i guess, esp after talking to Professor Willy, some reservist guy from MDC who is SUPER techie.

He is probably about 40plus but still clearing his reservist haha. He gave more than advises, so which made me kinda blur again. Doubtful of what im going to do or maybe doing in future.

But well, like the saying always goes,

"if you got to do it, Do It"

or was it

"if you think its right, Do It"

We'll see how it goes.

I dont know how busy i will be during the OCT -NOV but i hope i do have some spare time to plan for Dec. and maybe getting more jobs for a Good 2012.

Striking a Good balance between work and life is even more impt now.. Why?

BECAUSE 2012 IS NEAR AND WE ALL MIGHT BE GOING TO DIE!

hahaha. epic ending, i like.

2011-08-13T17:55:00.002+08:00

Some people are just like your wooden fence.
They don't remember how many new coats of paint you repainted on them
but they sure know by heart how many nails you knocked into them.

2 diff damages of the same vehicle in a month. *salute.

2011-08-06T16:42:00.002+08:00

08th July 2011

Dad went Malaysia
I drive Van.
I scraped the side of the van and dented the bottom of the sliding door.
Door Jammed.
Went to fix.
Paid 20bucks to unjam the door.
End.

05th Aug 2011
Dad went Malaysia
I drive Van again.
I practically minced the rear glass window while reversing at SamYao's multistorey carpark. (FUCKING LOUSY CP DESIGN)

Went to fix.
Paid $150 to replace a new glass window.
End.

END. I SAID END. MEANS NO MORE LIAO. MOD LEOW SED LEOW.
Thank You Very Much.

2011-07-27T01:16:00.001+08:00

I am back... physically.

2011-07-03T03:03:00.002+08:00

i think 'sad', 'worry' , 'fear', are the worst feelings in the world.

嫲嫲 & Tanjong Pagar Train Station

2011-06-30T01:47:00.006+08:00

I just came back from a short visit from Seremban.

A surprise visit to 嫲嫲! Indeed she was very surprised and delighted. =D

嫲嫲's condition has not been very good. The latest i have heard was the Dr discovered cancer cells in her body and growing. 嫲嫲 is 80 this year and too old for any operation to be done.
Xiao Gu Jie says there are only 3 options now, Operation to take out the bad stuff, go through Chemotheraphy and lastly.. we kinda let fate decide.

Seems like.. we are taking the last one.

My aunt and uncle has been trying out TCM, basically trying to see if its possible to stop/slow down the growing rates and hopefully we can prolong anything at all. Xiao Gu Jie also mention... 嫲嫲 is still quite optimist about it, saying... if its time to go.... ya.

I went back for 2 days, took a cheap bus that i last min booked online on sunday night and i left on monday morning. I didn't purchase a return ticket because i wanted to buy the return ticket at the train station when i reach Seremban. Yes i wanted to take the train back.

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Tanjong Pagar train station will permanently cease all operations from 1st July 2011 onwards after running operations for nearly 80 years.

I used to frequent that train station alot. So many times that i had such a vivid memory of it.
When i was still young, 嫲嫲 used to visit us by taking the train into Singapore. I remembered she always takes the afternoon slot from Seremban, hence by the time she reaches, it would be almost midnight and yes a lil part of which i like to go fetch her with my parents is bcoz i could stay up late kekeke.
I would run about in the big main hall with ceiling so high i would almost fall backwards trying to look at it completely.

Back then, the building already gives off the nostalgic feeling. From the giant stone cravings outside the building to the tall paintings high on the walls of the hall. Or maybe its purely the run-down feel of the entire place. The image of 嫲嫲 walking from the train platform into the hall through the big opening beside the MaMa shop still runs clearly in my mind. And i could still feel the anxious feeling of waiting for her while bombarding my parents with "作莫嫲嫲还没有到..."

Its a Love and Hate thingy.. always SUPER HAPPY to see her arriving at the train station to stay for a couple of weeks and SUPER SAD to see her going back to Seremban at the same place. I remembered crying at night after she went back..

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嫲嫲 is probably the dearest woman in my life. The other 3 grands passed away before i could hold on to any more memories of them. I was raised from baby to a toddler by 嫲嫲and爷爷.

Now the Station is closing down and.. i srsly don't know how long... ............. .

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I do have.. very sentimental feelings for both 嫲嫲 and the train station... somehow, to me, there is a connection between us.

Now the train station will officially stop operating by this time tmr. Who would know what will become of that landmark and the tracks leading from the station to Woodlands.

As the train travelled from Woodlands to Tanjong Pagar just now, through the 30mins journey, u can see alot of pple by the roadside. All holding on to their cameras and handphones snapping away as the train pass by.

Some were passerbys and some waited for the train but they all know,

it would be their last chance to see the KTM train running across the country on that very track..

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Am glad I took my last ride.

BO GEY liao lohhhh..

2011-06-01T00:03:00.006+08:00

Good byes were never easy.

Even it's to a uglier you for a better change.

Yes i am going to fix on braces. =] ("like Finally!" someone shouts from the crowd haha)

Haven't been really proud of this set of teeth to be honest but it did company me for almost 18yrs!

Anyhow, To the 4 tooths, Thank you for all the chews, bites and self bitten ulcers.. to the tiger tooth, a couple of girls did like u.. they say u made me look cute hahaa..
So.. i guess this is the end, been hella of a ride. =]

I'll keep you guys ard under my pillow orite?.. hope the tooth fairy will come take you away to a better place..

and... maybe leave a set of winning toto numbers behind k?

Parallel lines

2011-04-22T16:42:00.001+08:00

Parallel lines don't get to cross paths and meet

but they are beside each other till the end.

A 5yrs comparison.

2011-03-18T13:09:00.015+08:00

5 years ago..

i was probably here.

5years
ago ....................................................where i should be
____|__________|_______________________|
...........................Now

Admit haven't advance more than i should have. Gotta do more than what im doing now. Like what wilson said, if you lose to "him" you really /GG liao. It is bad but what else could be worse than destroying yourself and your own future.

Phoebe's reminder to me.

没有上进心！！
没有进步！！
没有努力

你在退步!!!

2011-03-16T02:04:00.002+08:00

Really..i do hope what says abt Sagittarius is not true.

i think i need another round of badminton/squash/whatever can drain me out within a short period of time soon. I think i should take up boxing. Beating up and get beaten..sweating out.. other than a good job.

i need another output.

2011-02-01T01:55:00.001+08:00

I think getting back into shape benefits not just my health but also generates healthier thots. I'm beginning to feel powerless in anything I do.. losing faith in so many things. if I cant even do simple things like working out, I don't see myself in accomplishing anything else.

get back on track dude. pun intended

2011-01-25T17:00:00.001+08:00

Sometimes just wanna get away from everything, disappear for awhile.

like.. kidnapped by alien for a mth or something.

A letter to you.. the future Dewei.

2010-12-31T04:20:00.003+08:00

2010 might be a splendid year for some and probably not worth mentioning for a couple.
Some hate it to go and yet, some... lets just say 'glad'.

What does 2010 meant to me?
No.. lets not talk about what has passed and look at the future. Like they say, don't cry over spilled milk.

This entry is dedicated to the future me. Hopefully the 31st Dec 2011 4.25am Me. Yea i'm trying out something i watched from How I met your Mother. I thought this isnt a bad idea, writing to the future you.
You will see whats been done, improved or realised and.. what have changed that you didn't want or expect to.
This is just a short 1 yr letter, i think i ought to write a 3yr and 5yr one. hah

Hi Future Dewei,

So its been a year already huh, hmm lets of coz hope that you are still alive and kicking! (maybe with lots of spare $notes$ flying out from your pockets as you doing so) and able to read this. Recap: You just had a awesome xmas party with your 2H gang, Spaceship last weekend and yeap, jobless. 2010 have been really kind to you consider the fact that you haven't been engaged full time. No excuses.
Career wise, I hope by now as you are reading this, you have already a full picture of what you are doing, what you plan to do, where will you go, where will you land and.. is this what you are supposed to do? I hope you are in a Ad agency now.. Art director might be a bit harsh but..Junior? Okay. even if not in agency, production perhaps? Assistant director? or somewhere near? If not, work harder.. hang in there. Just rem how you tried so hard during school times. It wasn't easy but its worth it all. Remember it once made you happy and it still will. =] Oh ya $$$ is impt too yea, because this isn't those years that women would eat porridge if there's no rice or JB trip if there's no spare cash for TW trip. In this year head(年头), if you don't have porridge or tw trip, they would go to someone else for 珍珠米 and Europe trip. Get it?

R/s wise, earlier this year, you ended one, knowing what couldn't work out. And you figure out what you wanted. Just a reminder, Do remember Why and What you put your whole effort for. If by now things are still not in the way you wanted them to be, you are not 加油-ing enough or probably other wise stated. If things are working out fine, i think you should give her a swt kiss now. =] Remember your words and promises. * (^_____________________^) Hhee. *

Health wise, Congratulations! you been eating well so far i would say, Haha. Okay bro, you now weigh 71+/- kilograms. Your Aim Was 67Kg. So what does the Ikea weighing machine you brought last month says now? =] I do have confidence in you, ya'know. ;) I hope at least a 68 perhaps? after bouncing back from 67kg of course. hehe. You have been pretty healthy this year i would say. Keep up yea! of coz keep it down for the weight. Does your back still hurt as much? how about your heels? I hope not yea? 2010 was weird for your face thou, pimples pop as soon as you popped a chocolate in your mouth the night before. Oh yea, and you are suppose to have invisalign on your teeth now already! Looking great now right..dont worry Awesome will come soon. =D

Friendship, am still good this year with healthy incline rate of friends made and maybe not so good with maintainability i guess. I hope you do have time for your soul mates esp those who matters most to you and you to them for 2011. Spaceship is doing great, erm a little expanding with friends of friends but not officially recognized. Well as for now, SS is still considered with only AliceNHY captain on official long time leave, Wilson, Shan, Sam, Alvin and Me. So..whats the latest 惊爆 new news? =D

Future Dewei, i hope you have survived well in 2011. For all you know, next year might be the last year already! Doom is coming right, updates as per now. Haha. Well FunFactofYou was: you hope its either the world turn for the better or.. we might as well all die together in a flash. K that was too side tracked.

Anyway, point is.. be yourself and do what you think is right. Don't think more than you 'do' =] Good Luck.

2010 Dewei.

p/s: Do kindly write to the 2012 Dewei. and i hope this letter helps in one way or another. if not, dont bother. ;]

2010-11-29T02:53:00.000+08:00

翻来覆去

2010-11-23T22:39:00.002+08:00

i.. always said the wrong things. will you still like me?

untitled

2010-11-21T05:31:00.003+08:00

Its been quite sometime since i last posted a decent entry.
If you thot this is going to be one.. nah its gonna bounce back with disappointment.

Its more like i am 'inspired' to write something after reading Pam's blog.
Thou i ought to pen something down, shouldn't i?

I'm still hunting for work and taking up whatever part time that comes through my mobile phone. Still need that money to survive at least even if i get to start work next week, i would still have extra pay coming in in order to 'ta-han' till pay day right?

Of course at the moment interview prioritize more than any thing else, even if i have to cancel off some part time work.
I Just Need One Interview To Start-Off.

If things doesn't go the way you want them to, try sth else.

Till then, Good luck to me.

回到这里

2010-11-15T21:37:00.002+08:00

今晚没有星星，
因为星星不喜欢人不开心。

I have a new goal; moving out.

2010-10-24T05:29:00.002+08:00

Thank you for painting my room cream white with leaving a bit of the walls untouched.
is it letting me know that, Oh u didn't Completely repaint over the color I chose? or saying that u still left that bit of respect for me?
do you think that would make me feel better???

well thank you so much for doing so, cos now! I would definitely know IT IS FUGLY WITH THAT COLOR. thankyousomuch.

谢谢你再次提醒我，你为什么没有完全的值得尊敬。

7 Toxic Attitudes That Can Harm Your Career

2010-10-04T19:29:00.002+08:00

Saw this on Yahoo! page and decided to paste here.. so as to remind myself too hehe. anyway whoever is reading this i bet you'll somehow benefit from it.

Sometimes we need a third party in our lives to tell us what actually we have done coz we seldom take a step back and sees it ourselves. Read on to see whether have you done any of the below, if so, beware! Muahahaaa~

There are certain attitudes that you will not find among successful employees. These attitudes resemble illnesses and if left unchecked, can destroy careers. Here are some of the most common:

1. "If they promote me, I'll show them how capable I am." This person has the process exactly reversed. Capability needs to be demonstrated in order to secure the promotion. This means doing far more than the basics of the job. It requires extraordinary performance and loads of initiative.

2. "I won't turn down any requests because I want to have a reputation as a can-do person." This is more controversial. I know of some consultants who recommend this approach. Unfortunately, there are some projects that will consume too much time and will seriously inhibit the successful performance of other, more important projects. A person who overpromises and then underperforms is unlikely to succeed. The successful person knows his or her limitations and carefully explains the choice of priorities. You succeed both by the projects you take on and the ones you avoid.

3. "I'm going to stick with this until I make it a success." Persistence is admirable, but it can become foolish. The persistent person needs to learn when to drop projects that have become a drain of resources and time.

4. "I'm a turn-around artist." That may be the case and there's no doubt that such skills can be sorely needed. Turn-around artists should recognize, however, that they have short shelf lives. Eventually, management will want to put this wizard into another hot spot. If the turn-around artist wants to stay put, new skills will have to be acquired and new expectations negotiated.

5. "I don't need people skills. I'm in a technical position." If the lack of people skills is not noticeable, the techie may be safe. If it becomes an issue, a very harsh lesson may be coming.

6. "I'm a perfectionist." That's all well and good, but the perfectionist had better be able to meet deadlines. As Ronald Reagan quipped about his B-movie career, "They didn't want it good. They wanted it Thursday."

7. "I don't have time to schmooze." Finding some would be wise. Isolation from others keeps out important information and reduces influence. It can be amazing how much can be accomplished today because time was taken for a cup of coffee with another manager six months ago.

Michael Wade writes Execupundit.com, an eclectic combination of management advice, observations, and links. A partner with the Phoenix firm of Sanders Wade Rodarte Consulting Inc., he has advised private and public-sector organizations for more than 30 years.

田馥甄 - LOVE!

2010-09-27T01:07:00.002+08:00

田馥甄的新曲， Love!
一首 intro 很 chillax, verse 有点cheesy的歌。但我很喜欢她的chorus， not your every day kind of Cheena pop. 听到电台说她的专辑在台湾大卖，比Selina Ella 的好。Hmm 实至名归吧。　　

Enjoy.

Marriage.

2010-08-15T16:52:00.002+08:00

Something to share.

Marriage

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside
the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.
My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage.
Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

You Can Be The One by Late Night Alumni

2010-08-14T01:32:00.000+08:00

Nice tracks.

You Can Be The One by Late Night Alumni

Keep it UP.

2010-08-06T11:34:00.004+08:00

Woke up at 10plus.
Vacuumed the room.
dust off bed.
did a bit of house keeping.
drank a full cup of water after i brushed.
going to start work after this prawn noodles.

i think if not for this minor flu i would go for a swim.

Lets keep this up yea.
=]

Went for my first pond fishing last night, those that you need to pay and fish by a man made pond with courtesy of Ah Boon, Phoebe's bro. It..was not that bad..if we had caught something perhaps? haha. I guess the company plays an impt factor why last night was still fun. =]
Maybe i wouldn't go back again, i would rather fish somewhere else whereby you dont need to pay and release the fish back after you caught it. -_-

Anyway, FYI the rates are something like.. 35/45bucks on weekdays for 6hours from 9-3am. Rods provided and baits are optional. Cat fish mainly, ranging from arm length to 80Kg ones as mention by the staff there.

Happy 25th Birthday Dewei.

2010-08-03T15:52:00.005+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday To Me.

A quarter of a century, didn't realize that until someone told me this.
Hmm i dont know how special can it be coz i don't see myself living till that old.

If you seen enough or LLL enough (live, laughed and loved) and paid back enough, i think its time to go.
The human world is ugly, not much to see.
If you lives in the mid hills of Switzerland or Nz or the beaches of Maldives or Hawaii, the more nature world then prolly staying alive for a few more years doesn't hurt much yea?

If i srsly thought that..i done alot already.. PSLE OLVLS DIP DRIVING LICENSE NATIONAL SERVICE WORK.. den i shouldn't have been born.

I think at this age.. life is only starting..now. Things are going to get better.

buck(le) up, dw.

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oh yea even thou i actually didnt wanna celebrate at all this year but i still did get surprises from pple around me. That warmed my heart alot..and those lots of wishes on my fb wall? those were awesome, thank you so much.

1stly, i do appreciate 2H gang gathering everyone and organised a birthday chalet which everyone wanted long ago. Im sorry that i didnt make it and appreciate Mingyue and the rest for being very understanding and companying me at the petrol kiosk like 2am in the morning? It shall be penned down in 2H history. =P

2ndly, H2S and gang - Even thou you guys had a bit of understanding English/Chinese problem.. i still am thankful for that small simple surprise at the cafe. I really am. and thanks for the treat =] you guys just know how to do it the spaceship way.

3rdly, SSS aka the Sheng Siong Show production team (excluding the staffs from SS of coz) I srsly had no idea you guys are going to do it that way and that really got me. Prolly i didnt had any celebration in mind and that left me off guard from you guys i guess. Im Not Lying! But gd one Grace, you pulled off the "Since everyone is here, lets talk about next season's planning". Haha..and Yi Qing bringing the foodlookalike box in i thot was like.."great we got things to eat again!" then i was overwhelmed by the brand of the pastry shop that didnt thot that that's.. for me. Thank you again. oh ya the cake was gooooooooood.

Lastly, its for that someone who appeared on the dot singing happy birthday. Well somethings just cant express with words alone. Im "gladful" haha and congrats! you earned yourself a first time again. (not a R21 statement la) Thank you for everything.. =] from the lower part of my heart..which is...right.... here. *point* Hheeee. (^________^)

2010-07-05T03:27:00.001+08:00

想假如，是最空虚的痛?

2010-05-22T15:27:00.002+08:00

i dont know where all the energy and courage comes from...

sometimes i wonder.

whatever i would say.. might be v mushy..
i might be always appearing like a emo freak.
i might leave none of the words in my heart of i feel about you..
i always say those words that others are shy to speak of..
i makes use of chances..

who to tell if one day anyone's gone..

who?

iphoning

2010-05-22T03:28:00.001+08:00

I hve this app in my iPhone and I hardly use it. it's called bloglite, apparently allows u to blog w.o using safari, sign in and blog. yeap Ive been using this so called public phone for prolly a mth plus already.
I wun say it didn't change my life but nt that drastically la. at least I dun start swipingy Tv screen to change channels...okay maybe I did when I was using other appliances.

Sammy mention this and I thot it was rather true.. for each person who buys a bb or iPhone, we paid with our soul.

alot to say but I rather post with pics :p lazy la.

2010-04-21T01:51:00.001+08:00

certainly need a cert?

2010-04-15T17:20:00.001+08:00

要如何才能再让人相信同一番话？

Hi

2010-04-14T03:11:00.004+08:00

Dear Diary,

its been some time since i deposit any memory here..

but it's okay i guess cos i wouldn't forget what happened during this blank period.

Its what they call 忘不了
洗不掉的回忆。

quote from julia teng.

2010-02-26T05:01:00.000+08:00

"me without you is like a sneaker without laces, a geek without braces, asentencewithoutspaces"

2010-02-23T02:29:00.000+08:00

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2010-02-20T04:20:00.001+08:00

" I want to buy insurance. "

said Humpty Dumpty.

Gong Hei Fatt Choi 2010. =]

2010-02-12T19:04:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!

=]

after 5 yrs...

2010-01-08T14:37:00.000+08:00

of jet black hair...

=]

1st week

2010-01-05T04:47:00.005+08:00

Here in Samui, there are a few things that you will never find short of.

Before i came here, i thot of withdrawing all the cash and bringing it along would be quite dangerous and being a blur head i am, bound to have some mishap with it.
But then again, samui is just a "small island" as mention by someone(either sammy or jun sheng) they prolly wont have a atm machine down there.

Man..that slap me right in the face.
Literally, almost every 10metre in samui(lets not mention the woods ya) you will either see a bank with a atm, a convenient store with a atm, money changer with a atm(beats me) or even a stand alone atm. They are just afraid the AngMohs runs out of cash right.

Hanging electrical cables
,which can led to unusual electrical wall point out of nowhere on the Streets. These are crazy, i'll prolly load a photo of it next time. And sometimes you can even hear the cracking sound from the cables being placed too close or sth.

Raw lettuce and bean sprouts.
every thai kopitiam, street stall, restaurant provides you with it...free.
They are just obsessed with it lol.

WANTON MEE STALL.
Now i'm obsessed with this dish since young and the best i had was in msia.
I'm not going to say now its in Thailand now but their wanton mee is quite special on itself They used winter melon soup as the soup base along with other usual stuff like the wanton which wasn't filled with minced meat but prawns okay! Prawns!
and very tasty char siew, veges and maybe meatballs?
The stall is something like a chain of franchise street stalls or something, they all had the same signage on it. Prolly for easy recognition from far? And you'll definitely find it when you are craving for it. Too easy to find one till the extend i think we took it for granted. Hehe.

Its been a week now.
All's still good.
And i hope you guys are too.
Lishan did a lishan on me again, yea i know you guys can parteh well even without me lah. But i cant parteh well without you guys.. =]
Gonna call you guys soon, Please pick up the call, Its not some prank call from china thank you very much and No, you wont be charged for it. ;]

I'll update soon, finally going to the beach for some tan later, prolly a thai massage before that, hehe. 200baht and good i hope.
Oh yea i still cant make a proper thai sentence other than asking where is the toilet. Shingz.

500baht of good wishes, good luck and air pollution. lol

Hello new life. =]

2010-01-01T17:08:00.006+08:00

Here we go..

new year
new start
new life

2009 has been kind to me. All has been smooth and i have no complains.
Finally Ord-ed.

Have a vision in mind of whats infront of me but the fog hasn't really clear yet.
No matter what just have to keep going. Life still goes on..even if you stand still.
Its like walking on a treadmill, haha i know its not the best comparison but that what i have in mind.
The treadmill just keep going on and you have to keep walking, if you wanna stand still, you will only fall at the end of the short path gaven to you and its gonna hurt. There is a stop button.. but it will never let you start again.

1 life 1 chance.

I had one of the best New year eve of my life last night. With great courtesy and love from his family, we have been invited to spend the night with them, their workers and their only thai friends. No party, no loud music, no getting real high.

Just a traditional culture belief, that family members must have a new year eve dinner together on that day. The whole room in their restaurant was filled with only laughter and warmth.

It prolly meant like a usual new year eve dinner/party for everyone but i know towards sammy and their family, it was so much more.

This year just got started and there's a long way to go.

May everyone has their goals set and working hard towards it.

May my family bond more together and all be healthy.

May Spaceship mates = love.

May the people i care and those who care for me have a great 2010.

Happy New Year.

the frog decides to jump out of the well for awhile. .

2009-12-30T19:37:00.006+08:00

I guess many of you guys(including myself) didnt quite expect this trip to happen.
Many commented that they envy me for being able to have the time and the chance to do this, i didnt know how to react. I just smiled and "Yea~" haha.

When i was talking about this trip with a work mate, i raised up one of the last concern i had at the back of my mind whether should i be looking for job and start work asap rather den doing this, the ans she gave was, work is what everyone is doing, you soon be doing that too but imagine 1 mth of work just gives you a mth of salary... What you gonna experience there is what cant be measured by $ and lastes you for a life time. (yea rite, the 1 mth pay prolly gonna go when it comes lol)

The many virgins of my life, delicated to this trip. =]

My 1st non stop 24hrs travelling.
My 1st time being away for so long from home.
My 1st riding on a bike - longest distance (go find out the diameter of Koh Samui =P)
- without helmet (no one does it)
- cutting through vehicles! (like 10km/h? haha)

Im staying in a rented apartment with courtesy of sammy and phoebe, the condition is as good as resort which is far more than i expected. Decent is not a word to describe it. =)
Brought a digital camera along with the rest of my lomo babies. Courtesy of beloved Pam Jie(yea i know you be reading this hehe) if not i cant possible capture any moments here.

I'll try to do a post everyday and maybe "aphootaday" thingy. Signing off now sorry for the abruply ending, its dinner time!...Thai Style. =)

I.O.R.D.L.O.H

2009-12-13T04:59:00.000+08:00

121207

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.
.

121209

=]

delicated to you and you!

2009-12-11T03:10:00.001+08:00

" just randomly. felt like saying a hello to you. its like holding on tighter to the rope that tied our boats together. then the funny thing is.. i asked myself.. since it's tied, why hold on to it?? All i have to do is check whether is it done securely!

hello friend. =] "

sent on 04.01.09 - 01.50am

Lmao...

2009-11-25T02:33:00.002+08:00

Click to view.

blardy farnnie... lol

2009-11-12T02:19:00.002+08:00

原来

俩条平行线需要的不是交叉点

只需要在彼此的身边

一起走到终点

。

2009-11-03T23:47:00.003+08:00

不行不能不可以不想不愿
.
.
.
不知道

2009-10-26T18:55:00.002+08:00

15.

3min30sec of orgasm.

2009-10-23T05:00:00.002+08:00

Egypt / Lebanon Montage from Khalid Mohtaseb on Vimeo.

疼爱

2009-10-18T02:57:00.001+08:00

我沈默不代表我不痛
我不痛眼泪就不会流
总是安静承受安静忍受
安静看你走

你说我很适合当朋友
你说我总是会听你说
你说别太难过保持联络
有空的时候

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
最痛是当时微笑送你走
等到你转身后眼泪也不敢流
只怕你偶然还会回过头

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
放开手是我最后的温柔
如果你能飞得快乐自由
这疼痛并不算什麽

想挽留却为什麽点头
我不懂连我都不懂我
如果说的太少爱的太多
有谁能够懂

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
最痛是当时微笑送你走
等到你转身后眼泪也不敢流
只怕你偶然还会回过头

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
放开手是我最后的温柔
如果你能飞得快乐自由
这疼痛并不算什麽

千言万语拥挤我的宇宙
让我震耳欲聋喔喔
有多少爱就有多少
沈默的疼痛

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
最痛是当时微笑送你走
等到你转身后眼泪也不敢流
只怕你偶然还会回过头

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
放开手是我最后的温柔
如果你能飞得快乐自由
这疼痛并不算什麽

2009-10-11T06:01:00.002+08:00

那天我扬起帆
想看看未知的海
心里很多话想说说不出来
虽然我脸上看不出来
天空一样蔚蓝

却换了多少云彩
那时的你让我幸福百分百
是否为我等待

我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依赖多不想 say goodbye
我痛说不出来

我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱都在

站在你的门外
我却幸福在徘徊
心里很多话想说说不出来
但我想你一定都明白

时间过的好快
时间过的好快
想念却不曾更改

现在的你是否幸福百分百
我应该怎么猜
爱一直存在

Untitled.

2009-10-07T02:22:00.004+08:00

Yea..

its.. here again. =]

Never fails to make me stop pause and look at it every single year, the 3rd already.

Dont know how long i stood there in the middle of the walkway, dont know how many people passed me.
Dont know how and dont know when.
it'll be nice to have your name and face up there...
..right? :]

2009-10-04T22:29:00.002+08:00

。
。
。
。
。

终

seremban night 1

2009-10-03T01:35:00.004+08:00

Its actually quite difficult to use my uncle;s htc touch phone to blog this but i managed.

cant go on facebook cos my password includes symbols from the qwerty keyboard
and this keypad i'm using here aint fully qwertified.

i think i'll stick to u-tube for 2nite.

i took 25mins to do this..man such a loser.

woo! woo! woo!

2009-10-01T01:31:00.006+08:00

a Good New Start!
erm, yea but not really sure...
whether its new? bcos i tried last time..
whether its really a start and ongoing? well we'll see lah hor.

but im sure its Gooood cos its for the better.
BECAUSE! I actually went running today! =]

Yes swimming tmr.

Had dinner at 8pm and nth else till now, i'm kinda struggling to be frank. My fav supper, milo with peanut butter bread is flying above my head for like 1hr already.
Any longer i'm gonna eat my own teeth.

I am.
Apple Hunter.
(alice.ng.hong.yan.Joke)

Talk of the day.

shan says (1:27 AM):
*i hate preseentation
*it makes me wanna puke
[AhWaiKor] Gah Yao! says (1:51 AM):
*keke.
*i hate puking. its like a presentation of me.

"you dont know love, you only know what's fun"

2009-09-29T05:01:00.003+08:00

习惯了你的重量温柔得压在手上
现在却不得不放
习惯了你的味道漂浮在我的肩膀
想到从前我们都笑了都哭了
最后一次一起分享月光隔着一只行李箱
我知道这样忍痛退让只为了一丝微笑
我不会爱拥抱总是太沉太慢
甜蜜常常少说一段用心再深看不出来
当你遇见一份除了我之外的温暖
两人的幸福成了三人拥挤不堪

我试着填满心却一再少一块

就算我对你的爱深的像一片海重的我放不开
亲爱的我想我不会爱
如果时间可以抵上感伤
我愿意无限制的燃烧
只要你的镜头永远印着微笑
我不会爱拥抱总是太沉太慢
甜蜜常常少说一段用心再深看不出来
当你遇见一份除了我之外的温暖
两人的幸福成了三人拥挤不堪

我试着填满心却一再少一块

就算我对你的爱深的像一片海重的我放不开
真的我真的不会爱
爱是烧痛我双手的焰火
却也为你灿烂了黑夜黑夜~
爱拥抱总是太慢
甜蜜常常少说了一段
我用心再深看不出来
当你遇见一份除了我之外的温暖
除了忘我祝福我能怎么办
对你的爱就算像一片海重的我放不开
亲爱的我真的不会爱

几美喔几好听呃。。

2009-09-28T03:59:00.001+08:00

Play heart nv play mind. really ccb. =X

2009-09-27T04:50:00.002+08:00

i mean.... Cannot Confirm Bbb..... ahh nvm.

Just lost 35bucks in poker. worst nite i had since i started.
Was playing with myself rather, betting in reading other pple's cards.
yea kinda dumb and costly. coz i got carried away from my initial purpose.
Anyway 1st night playing with strangers..gan jiong spider for the 1st 20mins.
like noob..
wait.. i am noob.

ever seen sugar cane kena squeeze out of juice already and made to dry under sun?
i am one now.

2009-09-26T08:20:00.003+08:00

星期六.. 不想浪费掉。

想拍照
想修风筝线
想做完手头上的工

想变成熟。

歌.

思念是一种很玄的东西..

2009-09-25T11:28:00.000+08:00

2009-09-24T05:31:00.000+08:00

2009-09-23T01:44:00.002+08:00

couldn't find the version that i always sing with Shan at ktv sessions.
but 梅艳芳 is Gooood!.

Camp is slack today, busy from tmr onwards. Let this be my last project pls. Ta Bu Leh Ta Han already.

2 x super ring! si bey fattening.

好懒睡.. 浪费了时间

2009-09-21T21:36:00.003+08:00

5am - 6pm.

Wery bad sleeping habits.

i need to revamp myself.

没 '风' 的夜..

2009-09-21T04:23:00.002+08:00

没风。。兰鸟都飞不起来了。

Phrase Two. Lets go.

2009-09-16T09:29:00.003+08:00

I can officially announce that the spaceship crew has gone into a totally new era.

Everyone's found cert work joy love cash.

You guys owe me 1st pay treat.

we all need an alvin sometimes. ;)

2009-09-11T10:26:00.001+08:00

Spamy says (10:22 AM):
*indeed
*very busy
*haiz
Spamy says (10:24 AM):
*i need 1 week alvin
Spamy says (10:25 AM):
*i mean i week break
*lol
*see i need the break!

funny_ghost. (nonono Not some lunar 7th thingy)

2009-09-10T05:55:00.005+08:00

Just came back from funny_ghost there. A friend who i know from online.
Easygoing, big smile(size too) and always filled with a sense of humor to can entertain a grp of pple that wouldn't know whats more to say on a their 1st meet up. That the impression he gave me 2-3 yrs back.

Apparently when i first decided that i should meet up with him at about 2.30am just now was purely because i think that fellow was in serious need of a listening ear and some peer support. But i guess in the end im the one who learnt the most out of tonight's conversation.

Yes everyone has a past. Its really hard.. no its quite impossible at all to 'assume' anyone's past just by studying his character..knowing him/her for almost 3-4yrs.
(at this point i realise, the thing is that character now you see in everyone is not something that person start with.. It's mod-ed <modified>. but i still believe the true character still lies within everyone, just that dramas after dramas alter-ed them. Customizing the character bit here and there.. and tatah! thats the person standing in front of you.)

I'm still surprise in fact to see him talking to me in real life person now, Seriously.
I blog this out because i hope if i ever had any real bad fall in future i will come upon this post again. I'll compare and say.. am i in a more shittier situation? If not, i'll just shut up and deal with it.
choy.. of coz i hope this day doesn't come at all.

He, before the age of 26 owes over debt of 50k, or more? to banks and friends while just trying to help his family and previous debts, survives a whole gd 2yr with no extra pocket money except than to spend on mrt fare and $1.60 french bread which half is for breakfast and half is for lunch, helplessly out of rashness abused his company's fund which is like $1,600 to help his family out at his poorest. after being caught, his company never bother consider that he has worked 5.5yrs there after achieving countless of highest sales record award, best employee awards and whatever award they have..he has it all. They just overlooked everything with a $1,600 mistake. He was then charged with no chance given and when he tries to return the amt of money as he needed to under some law, the company refuses to accept it so that he could be charged heavier and lengthening his jail term from 28days to 8mths.. at the family's poorest.
He was then the bread winner of the family.

Now.. above just sums up everything, details can kill you know?

and hey, overall i am not selling his story as ..wow we must not make his mistakes and all 'kao what a life you are born with, suck it up thing'

Its like, how certain people can be so ....... you know, stand strong to deal with situations, picking up and letting go, uphold a man's dignity and protects the family.
And some of us? cant even handle things like losing a place in the uni, getting the job we ONLY wanted, not ENOUGH to spend etc.

Man.. We suck.

that's just how i feel.

2009-09-04T01:44:00.002+08:00

不想睡。。。

2009-09-01T03:24:00.003+08:00

I started lomo-ing again.

Hope i haven lost touch yet.

Went to Kite festival at west coast park on rainy sunday.

With refreshing combination, Alvin and his sister, Xu Ting and my sister, so its like a siblings outing. lol

Found a kite kaki! 1 more person that Liao Gai the Hweeling of flying kites. Woot!

I think we are going to make our own soon haha.

I'm gonna fly my 小明！

dread sundays

2009-08-23T20:15:00.002+08:00

I missed the daylight again on a Sunday.
Wondering why i can sleep like 12hrs no fail if i have the opportunity to.

Been slacking on some client's job for awhile.
guess there's some work need to be done.
this job is the highest quotation i ever did and i actually am showing no devotion to it.
Something must be wrong here, very wrong.
I just don't get what.

Sundays to me are like.. a day of allowance.
allowing you to do things that you cant possibly find yourself doing on other days.
Its like actually a week consist of only 6days and for that 6 days you been working or "working", Sunday is a bonus!

Yea to echo, i just like wasted my bonus. =[
Things i always does on Sundays are like..
Sun-tanning, acting like having a healthy lifestyle at the beach.
Going to the library, galleries, exhibitions, Bras Barsa Indian bookstore, Triple D @ bencoolen to get my films developed and most of all i Lomo my lomography done on this day! (which i haven't done in quite a while. (._.)

Or maybe just a mocha frap with a sketchbook scribbling stuffs anywhere would be rewarding too. i just picked that up last year.

Maybe I'll treasure the sundays more when i start work.
Speaking of which.. ahh nvm..
another story for another time.
Need to save my brain cells for the freelance now.

Whats your sunday like?

Winebos

2009-08-22T19:27:00.000+08:00

Courtesy of Phoebe, had a bit of change for this weekend, instead of going Nana's or poker/mahjong nights.
The usual few of us went down to a new place at north canal road near the Central Mall, WineBos.

Small place with good collection of wines for you to choose from.
Not forgetting that the price is reasonablely cheap! =)
Waiters there would do recommendations too if you aint sure what to get.

best deal prolly would be the 2for1 if you paying by citibank cards.

Overall we had a great time there, nv drank so early in the night before, we started like ard 9plus and ended like 2plus? a whole gd 4hrs plus of talk the talks, we seriously *raises hand* "Take It..And Go" =D

kk i shall stop if not its gonna become a free advertorial.

Had my fair share of drinking.
Time to wake up, WORK.

2009-08-20T02:12:00.002+08:00

be it tmr's a working day.

be it it's already late in the nite.

i still dread slping.

wanna stay awake as long as i could.

so that i could make use of time.

to think a lil bit more.

siao liao lah.

2009-08-17T02:40:00.003+08:00

im so fucked.

imagine me posting this entry at this time of a sunday night means nothing gd man.

A few more and this blog is going to be renamed back to A mishap A day.

Tmr there will be a vetting in suntec ball room. AND we are doing a new item which Mdc artistes did for NDP. And so i need to programme new lightings for the item with my only.. ONLY tool. the company's lappy.

Went back camp just now to look for the disc coz its the only one in this whole wide world now and came back to programe.

i switched on the lappy and felt that its time to update the anti virus thingy inside so i dl the new installer using my com and wanted to transfer it using a CLEAN thumbdrive.

next thing happened was..
I kena FREAK OUT BIG TIME.

i pop the thumbdrive in and THE HOLY BLUE SCREEN APPEARRED

It not a virus or anything but its just show me an error thingy and it auto restarts the laptop.
I quickly pulled the thumbdrive out but i guess the dmg has been done.

Whats worse was after restarting the blue screen appeared again and i almost F-bombed out loud.

Now i restarted it in safe mode and used the old anti virus to rescan the whole damn thing.
Yes, Trojan Horse has been Spotted.

!%#^&@*$!@%%@*^%%@^!$*@!(%^!!%$@*%#@&*

If this notebook fucks up,

/GG.

2009-08-17T01:50:00.001+08:00

i... wanna blog.

busy. bye.

btw, i have 2 new pet, 羊羊 and erm hafen give her any name yet. Pics up soon. =]

达尔文

2009-08-07T01:50:00.002+08:00

added new song.

added another age.

added .... experience.

讽刺

2009-07-29T23:16:00.002+08:00

看着最开心的回忆，带来的却是伤感。

2009-07-21T04:03:00.001+08:00

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.

who Thot of it? seriously.

2009-07-21T00:48:00.003+08:00

im not an ah beng
i didnt do it purposely
and im not a lao beng too (if alvin is reading this)
im very regretful that i did it.
Seriously cross fingers "Ti gong" Po Bi Po Bi.. i won't do it/happen anymore.

and...

..there goes my first red light.

=D

2009-07-18T04:28:00.002+08:00

Dewei felt like a new pet dog being brought out for his first walk around the neighborhood!

Well that's the closest analogy i can describe my feelings when driving out of my cosy estate that i have been practicing in. =]

Uplevel liao.

2009-07-17T03:19:00.001+08:00

hi.
bye.

2009-07-05T20:12:00.000+08:00

NID AND SANCY - KIDZZ (Original Dub) from sixthsensemanagement on Vimeo.

2009-06-25T01:16:00.004+08:00

Nabei. After like 18mths into service then now they tell me i m flatfooted.
IF NOT I WOULD HAVE COMPLETED MY BMT.

Anyway this is whats causing the pain since last Aug. Check it out.

"Achilles tendinitis is tendinitis of the Achilles tendon, generally precipitated by overuse of the affected limb and is more common among athletes training under less than ideal conditions......"

Athlete leh~~ mai siao siao.

small pig.

2009-06-08T03:39:00.000+08:00

Escorting is fun!

2009-06-01T03:13:00.002+08:00

Everything's changing.. everything.

I dont like changes.

Things won't be the same.

People won't be the same.

R/s won't be the same.

Everything won't be the same like a moment ago.

But don't you know that some are at best when remains?

I don't know whats bothering me.

Probably its good times.. good times.

=]

Cant stop!

2009-05-27T01:41:00.003+08:00

I have no idea why this is happening but i have been totally.. really Totally heck-caring my diet at ALL.

I kept eating non stop.
sometimes double meal loh!

Pls. this have to stop somehow.
Because it costs too.

Anyone heard of mineshine milk tea?
Its prolly the best milk tea 7-11 has to offer.
Problem is its not quite cheap to have it everyday kinda thing.
$2.55 for a bottle of milk tea.
wah biang oi.
you open the cap than the tea brew by itself automatically issit.

I got out of camp today and wanted to drink sth other than plain water badly.
i recalled Mineshine was on offer ($1.30)[Last day!]
and i know i do not have any cash on me. Sian1/2ed
So i have to use nets. In order to use nets in 7-11 you have to purchase $5 worth to do so.

So given the gd reasons, i bought 5 bottles to stock up. heh heh heh.

Yes i know. kind of a meaningless post.

2009-05-25T02:50:00.003+08:00

2009-05-19T01:03:00.002+08:00

like i said..

do you see her tagging my blog when benny's around? \D

new lingo, CKP

Chio Ka Peng.

wahahahaha *falls.

The more we get together.

2009-05-17T05:47:00.005+08:00

Just came back from a Ksession with Sam,Alvin,妹妹,Pearlyn and BryanTyj.

As far as i can rem, prolly this is the 1st time Sam and i are singing without Shan 's company!

Amazing.

Benny went to Jakarta for some training early this morning and will be back bout a week plus later. Hence leaving shan for the 1st time 'alone' in Sg. Of coz i know you surely cant take it one lah. Lets not mention about Thailand trip coz you had all the fun that distracted you from missing him until the night ma. hehee.

要不要看乒乓表演？

Jeff Wang, the mediacorp artist that was born from 才华 realeased his Debut album sometime ago. Had the chance to hear him live today and it didnt surprise me much that he had abit of 实力 but it did amazed me abit that he sang his 主打 [函馆本线] (named after a station in japan) quite well.
Then again not forgetting adrian told me that all his songs are composed by the 实力派s. Names like 小寒, Si Song Wei Song, 吴家辉 etc. Bo Guai lah... Powderful enuff liao de loh.

nextweek 大嘴巴!!!

Been spending quite abit these days. Had many conversations with sammy these couple of days.
Made me realise spending is a kind of motivation for me to try find more sources of income. Hehe. And also uplevelled my understanding of him and his bkgrd too. I'll nv able to-whats he's handling right now.
He's strong but is he really? Whatever it is, im glad we talked.

Its already Sunday 6.14am. I have to meet up Khee Teng who build this desktop for me, to pass him my school days portable harddrive. Cant seem to read it, im crossing my fingers that its not gone. pls pls.. no. Khee teng is prolly one of the nicest Mr Nice guy friend i have. But there's 2 thing, He's taken and he is a ultimate com geek/guru. =P Pls ask me for his number if you need to fix up ur com, build a personal com at ur preferred budget or just wanna ask for some opinon.
His charges are damn low that im urging him to jack up more.

He is unbelievble AYUMI fan too!

More to that i have to FINALLY pack my room, fix up the com for my sis. And pick weilin up from her work. She was previously sick for a couple of days and till now i haven met up with her yet.

Sorry! =|

Lastly.. I know i prolly should but its hard to start off.. so..should i try out for this??

Click!

Branded Mp3

2009-05-14T01:35:00.004+08:00

Courtesy of Stephanie.

Obtenez le player Flash

bah.

2009-05-13T00:20:00.001+08:00

i just stepped on a snail, again.

new com new com new com!

2009-05-11T02:21:00.001+08:00

im blogging from my desktop. how cool huh. =D

without the need of IE nor Firefox. wahaha.

the world is simply doggy.

2009-05-02T02:22:00.004+08:00

Horses with strings pulled either can get away with almost anything they did
or done nothing at all.

and
there
is
nth
you
can
do
about
it.

2009-04-23T00:03:00.001+08:00

Anybody who's kind enough to lend a laptop?

i would pay for a day's rental.

Urgent.. pls help?